3/28/16

Depression is waking up every day not knowing what your day is going to be like. Will I be strong today, or will my depression be strong today?

Depression is not wanting to wake up at all.

Depression is constantly feeling like your heart is being crushed and wishing you knew why.

Depression is focusing on the negatives--in yourself, in your life, in the people around you.

Depression is blaming yourself for everything negative but not giving yourself credit for anything good.

Depression is your self-image being based on how much better off everyone would be if you didn't exist.

Depression is constantly battling the impulse to make not existing a reality.

Depression is why get excited about anything when everything is pointless?

Depression is life in grayscale.

Depression is "am I emoting today or does everyone think I seem like a bitch because I can't make myself feel the things I should?"

Depression is thinking "When was the last time I was happy?" and not being able to remember.

Depression is wondering why.

Why is this happening?
Why am I like this?
Why do I feel this way?
Why do I keep surviving?
Why am I crying?
Why can't I cry?
Why can't I make it stop?

Depression is hard.

Depression sucks.