Why must you always ruin things?!
Whenever you're gone, I'm always in a fantastic mood. I have such great days when you are not in them. And then you come, and make everything I do into something offensive, and it just ends up making me this irritable, frustrated person! And then the fact that I am irritable and frustrated makes me get down on myself, and that makes me depressed!
This morning was a fantastic morning! I was having a great day until you came! And then you made me feel like shit about myself as per usual, and now here I am insecure and irritable and upset again!
The reason I am so excited for college is to get away from you. Because then you won't be around to make me feel and seem like a horrible person all the time. And I'll be able to actually be happy for once in my life.
You wonder why I am always dissing on your personality? It's because you are always dissing on mine. You make EVERY SINGLE THING I DO seem mean or cold in some way! And very rarely do I ever intend it like that! You see me as this hypocritical, selfish, rude, irritable person, and you treat me like I am one, so when you do that I become one! Stop forcing me into the role of an antagonistic shrew and take a second to look at your own behavior. You're so egotistical that you can't even see your own flaws, and you can't bear to see them, but you're perfectly happy to point out flaws that half the time aren't even there in other people.
Please do us all a favor and move to Canada or something.
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